I HEART GYM

You heard it. I HEART GYM.

After a few weeks of this I am feeling great. Getting definition back into my body, I have more energy, that furrow brow that I was developing is going away, and not to mention the sun I've been getting, I am loving the color that's back in my skin. I am more motivated than ever, but most of all I just feel great.

On another note I decided to dye my hair brown, as I felt like a change from my regular blonde. Only I ended up with something that resembles a dark mahogany/red. I like it though. My baby blue's are shining,

I am off for lunch with some friends on the beach tomorrow. I have to admit I've been looking forward to seeing them all week. It feels like it's been way too long.

Most of all right now, I am just loving the new me. I smile more, I am living healthier, eating right, sleeping right, not drinking, not smoking, I am more active in every part of my life. I used to be consumed with money, success and greed, but not for me, because i thought that's what someone else wanted in life, and I wanted to give to them. But in doing so I lost track of what was really important. The reality is I ended up becoming something/someone that we both didn't like, now all of that is not important to me. Yeah it's nice to have things and be able to do things, but it was all out of balance. I am attacking all my problems at once, and it appears to be working, I am starting to find that balance of physical, mental, emotional and spirituality.

I remember telling someone once that I was at my happiest when I was 21 in Thailand rock climbing on Ton-Sai beach living in a shack with no phone, and no outside world communication. Just me and my best friend. We would spend the mornings climbing and spend the afternoons playing frisbee  on the beach with the local Thai kids. We didn't have much, but they had so much less and were so happy. Those kids taught me a lesson in happiness that I have forgotten at times.

 

"Everywhere is freaks and hairies
Dykes and fairies, tell me where is sanity
Tax the rich, feed the poor
Til there are no rich no more.

I'd love to change the world
But I don't know what to do
So I'll leave it up to you"