You could be Happy

This song is my song of the day.

The lyrics say it all, "You could be happy, and I won't know. But you weren't happy the day I watched you go. And all the things that I wish I had not said. Are played in loops "til it's madness in my head". Is it too late to remind you how we were".

I guess it is too late to remind you how things were, because they're different now. I'm different now and you're different now. I'm on a mission of improvement, positiveness, enlightenment and happiness. It's sad that it took what I lost to motivate me to do this. Perhaps this is what I was meant to learn from you, along with so many other things. I'm never going to say never, because I'd welcome you back into my life with open arms, but right now I need to focus on me, to be the person that I deserve to be and the person that you seen the potential for me to be.

If you ever read this, I hope that you're doing great and loving life.

"You could be happy, I hope you are. You made me happier than I'd been by far."

"Do the things that you always wanted to. Without me there to hold you back, don't think, just do."

One thing I have learned in the last few weeks is to stop worrying about what I don't have and appreciate what I do have.

Yang to my Ying.