Monsters

"He who fights with monsters should look to it that he himself does not become a monster. And when you gaze long into an abyss the abyss also gazes into you."

I've gazed long into the abyss, and the abyss has gazed back into me. The truth is, I should not be alive. I should have died when I tried to take my life so long ago, I should have died so many times in the field, yet every time I have walked away unscathed, nothing more than a few scratches. I guess destiny has bigger plans for me. 

I now keep on pushing forward trying to find my path, living life to the fullest, making mistakes and learning from them. Sharing my successes and failures. Every time I fall I pick myself back up and dust myself off and try again, no longer trying to do things the same way and expecting a different result, but taking a different approach. Looking at things from a new perspective.

"I just wish you woulda reached out, I wish you woulda been round when I been down, I wish that you could see me now, Wherever you are I really hope you find peace."